Sunday, November 25, 2007

For real sadness

okay so now I have for real sad news. My sisters cat past away on Saturday and it was the scariest sight i have ever seen. My husband and I were taking him to the vet and he was freaking out as usual, but then something happened. He started acting funny, meaning he was leaning over and then his tongue was sticking out. I was looking to find help but everyone was either one the phone or no where to be seen. He was then starting to act like he was having seizers and at that point I knew something was really wrong. He started painting kind of for breath and then he was acting like he was gaging. His pupils were so big they almost took over his entire eye. I don't think I have ever seen him that freaked out about going there. I feel like it is my fault like I could have done something more to help him. He looked so terrified. I wish I could have helped him. Friday was the worst day ever. I could not get the look of him panicking out of my mind. I tried napping but it didn't really work. I watch him die. If that is anything like watching a person die I don't want to do it. I could live without seeing that again. The vet tried all she could to save him but it was too late. She said he could have had some kind of heart disease. He was the best cat ever. I don't know what I am going to do without him. He was like my cat the past two years. Yeah we had our differences but hey who doesn't right? I am really going to miss that little guy. I just hope my sister doesn't think it is my fault. I was just lucky enough to have my husband there with me. I am also just glad that he wasn't alone when it happened. I tried comforting the poor guy but he just wouldn't settle down. I don't know if it was my fault or not but it feels like it.

We Love you and will Miss You Mittens. You were the best cat ever. But you were also just too afraid of everything!!!!

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