For real sadness

okay so now I have for real sad news. My sisters cat past away on Saturday and it was the scariest sight i have ever seen. My husband and I were taking him to the vet and he was freaking out as usual, but then something happened. He started acting funny, meaning he was leaning over and then his tongue was sticking out. I was looking to find help but everyone was either one the phone or no where to be seen. He was then starting to act like he was having seizers and at that point I knew something was really wrong. He started painting kind of for breath and then he was acting like he was gaging. His pupils were so big they almost took over his entire eye. I don't think I have ever seen him that freaked out about going there. I feel like it is my fault like I could have done something more to help him. He looked so terrified. I wish I could have helped him. Friday was the worst day ever. I could not get the look of him panicking out of my mind. I tried napping but it didn't really work. I watch him die. If that is anything like watching a person die I don't want to do it. I could live without seeing that again. The vet tried all she could to save him but it was too late. She said he could have had some kind of heart disease. He was the best cat ever. I don't know what I am going to do without him. He was like my cat the past two years. Yeah we had our differences but hey who doesn't right? I am really going to miss that little guy. I just hope my sister doesn't think it is my fault. I was just lucky enough to have my husband there with me. I am also just glad that he wasn't alone when it happened. I tried comforting the poor guy but he just wouldn't settle down. I don't know if it was my fault or not but it feels like it.

We Love you and will Miss You Mittens. You were the best cat ever. But you were also just too afraid of everything!!!!

dilemma!!!

okay now, I have a question that I would like an answer to so here goes,

Which one is worse, Spending too much money on yourself or not spending enough on yourself?

So if anyone out there has any feedback please help me figure out my dilemma.

Mourning

I am so terribly sad. My new pet that I only had for about a week is gone. My husband says the landlord wouldn't allow us to have Ralph. I don't see why, he wasn't hurting anyone or even disturbing anybody. I lost a good pal. I don't know what I'm going to do now. Another reason why my husband finished Ralph's life was because he thought he was lusting over me. For pity sakes, a pet can't do such a thing can it? I am sure going to miss the poor old thing. We were like best buds. May he R.I.P.. I think I might put on his head stone, Ralph the one who flew alone.

No Pets Allowed!?!?!?!?!?

Why is it that when you move into an apartment or some kind of place where you have to rent they sometimes say no pets? Well if they are gonna make that rule, I think they should have to be specific on what kind of pets. Do they mean no pets at all, meaning no living species of any kind? or do they mean no cats or dogs? Can we have fish because they don't make any noise and they can't really go to the bathroom on your carpet unless you are clumsy and spill the water yourself? Well the reason I say this is because the person we are renting from says no animals. That is okay since we didn't bring any animals with us when we moved in. But do we tell the guy that we have a pet now? Okay I know what you're thinking you know you can't have a pet but the thing is we couldn't help but bring this one home. He is just so small and is hardly noticeable unless you seem to be eating something. How could we say no to a pet when it is getting colder outside? I couldn't just let the poor thing freeze.

Now my question is, does a fly count as a pet or a pest? And if you say a pest do we call him and complain about the pest invasion or just try and handle it ourselves?

You know it's time when

You know it's time to get a bigger bed when your spouse keeps elbowing you in the head.

You know it's time to get a bigger bed when you can't roll over on your own bed without leaving the spot you are at.

You know it's time to get a bigger bed when, in the middle of the night you are laying in awkward positions.

You know it's time to get a bigger bed when you can't sleep without ending up laying on your spouse in some way shape or form.

In the end I think it is time for my husband Josh and I to get a bigger bed. I like my sleep and my space. HELP!!!!!